Monthly Archive:: December 2015

Dear Jesus

Dear Jesus
Christmas is almost here, am so honored to be alive hale and hearty. I am a sinner not worthy to call on your name but your grace has made it possible. Your birth brings new hope for the world, your birth proves that with all that is going on in the world gay rights, terrorism, climate change, there is still a light to look to amidst all the darkness, I wanna thank you because of what you do for everyone time and time again. I wanna continue to lift up my family, friends, loved ones, relatives and even those who don’t like me unto you. Give them all a special Christmas miracle, and continue to be with them always, you know their aims and aspirations grant it unto them according to your plan and purpose for their lives. To all the children of the world Jesus be with them. To all leaders of the world Lord show them what to do. Give us all a loving and grateful heart. To all victims of war, conflicts, upheavals, discrimination, famine, be with them and please send them some Christmas cheer, to all migrants and victims of Muslim discrimination Lord stand in the gap for them, to all destroyers of peace, creators of conflict, and people with so much hatred in their hearts grant them peace from within and give them a loving heart. To those who fell victim to the Ebola virus grant them eternal rest and be with their family members. Lord to those looking for love give them love, those looking for the fruit of the womb please bless them with children, to those looking for a husband or wife please connect them with their missing rib, to those looking for jobs grant them a gainful employment, to the sick in hospitals and in homes grant them your healing, to those in need grant them your provision, to those seeking academic excellence let flying colors locate them, to those looking for promotion propel them forward, Lord fix all broken homes which the devil has infiltrated, to those seeking your face for reasons I could not mention please grant them their wishes. And to my very special friend BN grant him everything he asks of you and thank you for giving me a friend like him, may joy, laughter, favor, blessings, and protection, always surround him, ilu. Merry Christmas to you all, may the Christmas spirit take us right through to the new year. Happy birthday Jesus and 2016 here we come.

2016 will be even better

I have come a long way in the last two years. I have built my own self esteem up to the point that I finally am in love with myself. A year ago when I finally came to terms with who I was, I asked the universe to send me men who were crazy for me and loved the way I was! And like magic it happened! I was meeting man after man who were totally crazy for me the way I was. But none of them were wanting relationships so I changed my thoughts and asked the universe to send me the man who is everything I wanted in a man who also would love me. Two weeks later I met Malcom. I fell in love with him. He wasn’t perfect I’m not sure if anyone is perfect, but again something was missing. I wasn’t feeling loved, appreciated, or even accepted. We fought over this a few times as couples fight and make up. But tonight I realized I wasn’t happy, I am worth much more. I deserve someone who thinks the world of me, loves me unconditionally and is supportive in EVERYTHING I do and adores me for EVERYTHING I am. Yes I am selfish in this because in this part of my life I should be. NOBODY can ever rip up the foundation I built within myself. I know I am perfect just the way I am. My flaws make me strong, my imperfections give me character. I am the most loving most patient most caring person and I deserve to be treated as such. So Malcom and I broke it off in our latest argument. I will spend the holidays with loving family and move forward. The universe is going to bring me everything I desire and I will meet my future love of my life very soon I can feel it. 😃😃😃😃 life is amazing and I am grateful for many things. I do not let the hurt and pain fester but I make room for beautiful people and wonderful opportunities. 2015 has been amazing and I know 2016 will be even better.

Please do not reply with sorrow or sadness if you wish to comment please send happiness and joy as those are what I need and want. And I wish everyone in my life to be filled with the happiness and joy they deserve as well.

Just because I don’t sleep much here is my daily prayer

Christmas has become the most commercialized holiday ever, have we forgot about the real reason we celebrate Christmas,
This is to celebrate the birth of Jesus. To know what Mary and Joseph had to go though just so they could have what would be our savior. The baby that grew up to died for us.
Are we showing our children that it is ok to want and not give. Show them there are children and adults that have never got a present or a tree or a holiday meal, some of these kids are luck to get any meals.
Not to make the rich richer, these big department stores are playing on the middle class to make their kids happy by buying them all these expensive toys and electronics that they really can’t afford, these kids don’t need the high priced toys, they need to get outside and build a snowman or make a snow angel, or serve soup in a homeless shelter, shovel the sidewalk for the older man down the way.
This is the season of hope and miracles, at least show these children how to thank the Good Lord above.

Dear lord, I just want to say that I thank you for the breath I breathe, the opportunity to be here with my loved ones, and thank you for the good health of my loved ones, lord can you lay your hand on the hearts of the people in pain from the hurt of these hateful-assassins, Lord please put your arms around our enemies so that they can’t harm us anymore. And Lord I thank you for the time you gave me with my family and friends. In Gods name I pray,Amen.