I have come a long way in the last two years. I have built my own self esteem up to the point that I finally am in love with myself. A year ago when I finally came to terms with who I was, I asked the universe to send me men who were crazy for me and loved the way I was! And like magic it happened! I was meeting man after man who were totally crazy for me the way I was. But none of them were wanting relationships so I changed my thoughts and asked the universe to send me the man who is everything I wanted in a man who also would love me. Two weeks later I met Malcom. I fell in love with him. He wasn’t perfect I’m not sure if anyone is perfect, but again something was missing. I wasn’t feeling loved, appreciated, or even accepted. We fought over this a few times as couples fight and make up. But tonight I realized I wasn’t happy, I am worth much more. I deserve someone who thinks the world of me, loves me unconditionally and is supportive in EVERYTHING I do and adores me for EVERYTHING I am. Yes I am selfish in this because in this part of my life I should be. NOBODY can ever rip up the foundation I built within myself. I know I am perfect just the way I am. My flaws make me strong, my imperfections give me character. I am the most loving most patient most caring person and I deserve to be treated as such. So Malcom and I broke it off in our latest argument. I will spend the holidays with loving family and move forward. The universe is going to bring me everything I desire and I will meet my future love of my life very soon I can feel it. ❤❤❤❤😃😃😃😃 life is amazing and I am grateful for many things. I do not let the hurt and pain fester but I make room for beautiful people and wonderful opportunities. 2015 has been amazing and I know 2016 will be even better.
Please do not reply with sorrow or sadness if you wish to comment please send happiness and joy as those are what I need and want. And I wish everyone in my life to be filled with the happiness and joy they deserve as well.